Wednesday, 12 March 2014

SATGURU’S VOICE (7)



OM
27-2-2014
Thursday

SATGURU’S VOICE (7)

My Salutations to all Pious Souls…………..
                                                             Paramatma’s energy is prevalent in every atom and particle in this universe and we become aware of it wherever it is in collectivity.  Similarly, 800 years ago a ‘medium’ had sat in such a place filled with consciousness and had obtained this experience; and on obtaining this experience had expressed a desire that this ‘experience’ should be obtained by the entire world. The main source of this ‘experience’ is ‘universal consciousness incarnate’; but that ‘medium’ had succeeded in emptying Himself completely in order to absorb this consciousness. He absorbed it (consciousness) and in His life-time established it in some disciple of His and gave up His body.

1.    MEDIUM

That new ‘medium’ too preserved the  experience of knowledge during His life-time and gave his contribution; and then in the ‘latter part’ of His life established this in some disciple of His and obtained a vision of His Guru. And this tradition has been continuing for the past 800 years. This river of knowledge had been continuing on its journey for so many years, because its objective was to meet the ocean of collectivity some day; and during the course of this journey the ‘mediums’ kept changing, but the direction of progress was only one, the ‘goal’ was only one – to go and merge with the ‘ocean’. On seeing this noble and magnificent goal, many Sages, ‘Kaivalya Kumbhak’ Yogis, ‘Jain Munis’, ‘Buddhist’ Saints and ‘Muslim’ Fakirs have blessed the mediums of this goal. Only one medium managed to reach society, hence society has knowledge of only one ‘medium’; this is a chain of ‘mediums’, which are always with the ‘medium’ in subtle form, but only the medium is visible, because He is near, He is close, and people see Him only.

It is important to take inner knowledge to the ordinary person – this is a ‘mission of imparting knowledge’. Mediums came and gave their offering to this mission in their life-time and went away; and they never let this mission come to a halt, and this mission continued for 800 years. This is a ‘penance’ which has been continuing ceaselessly for the past 800 years. Its beginning is also a medium, and its end is also a medium. During these penances the bodies may have changed, shapes may have changed, forms may have changed; but the inner form is one, and the ‘pure wish within is also only one’. And every medium established the ‘inner form’ within Him into the next medium and obtained a ‘vision of the Guru’; you are living in the life-time of the last of this series of Gurus. Now this Narmada (river) in the form of a pure wish is merging in the ocean at Bharuch; from now onwards, the river Narmada will no longer be called a river, because it has merged with the ocean. Similarly, now the medium too will no longer remain a medium, He will be known as the ocean of collectivity. The medium too has established His ‘existence’ in the eight Divine Idols, and simultaneously made a pledge, that in the next 800 years whichever pure soul comes in the proximity of these Divine Idols with the wish to obtain ‘inner knowledge’, that soul will obtain self-realisation. By taking this pledge, the last medium in this series has established the ‘flow of the Guru Element’ which is within Him in these eight Divine Idols. The ‘flow of consciousness’ which is within them will flow continuously even after the medium (has gone). The medium is not important, it is important that the wealth of ‘inner-knowledge’ should be preserved. Every Guru loves the knowledge which is within Him more than himself. The  pledge which the medium  had made for the establishment of eight Divine Idols has been completed during this Deep Meditation Anushthan; now I don’t know whether there will or will not be a Deep Meditation Anushthan in the future; it is possible that this could be the last Deep Meditation Anushthan. Now the medium’s pledge has also been fulfilled; now the medium is ‘free’ from this ‘pledge’ too, which has been going on continuously for the last eight years. Now if any Guru-karya takes place it will be possible only if the Guru Energies wish it, as now the medium does not have any wish.

2.    EIGHTH DEEP MEDITATION

Now when these eight Deep Meditations have been completed and when I look back upon those eight years, then I can feel the process which is taking place within, in the Deep Meditation Anushthan. And I did not have any knowledge whatsoever of the kind of atmosphere required, the kind of purity required, and the kind of holiness required for this. There was a shortage of the feeling of closeness, where we are staying, where we are, whom we are with, what practice is going on within - they did not have any knowledge of this, and neither  was their attention (chitta) on it – they were pre-occupied in their daily routine.

I used to suffer the consequences of these matters within, during my spiritual practice. Now I have completed my spiritual practice with whoever came in contact with me, because I was bound by  a pledge; and whatever benefit I used to  get from the spiritual practice during the Deep Meditation Anushthan, I used to distribute it amongst my mediums, i.e. the Trustees. And today I feel that the divine energy which I had distributed was left unutilised and has been  wasted by the ‘Trustees’, i.e. the divine energy has also been mis-spent , and time too has been wasted, this is the biggest loss of ‘our establishment’.

Now my pledge has been fulfilled, and now if this Anushthan takes place, it will take place in a proper manner otherwise not, because now the pledge has been fulfilled.

The process of life-force consecration in the Divine Idols is very complicated and time consuming. First the Idol has to be purified, because the metal has to be purified in the beginning. After praying for the welfare all the people - those labourers, those traders through whose medium the metal was handed over, then those sculptors and artists, those who donated money for this Idol, the sadhaks who helped in establishing it – after doing all this, the process of consecrating the life-force commences. First the Guru Energies are invoked from the East, then invocation takes place from the South, then invocation takes place from the West, and then invocation takes place from the North; and then the energies are established in the Idol. When the ‘consecration of life-force’ commences, the consciousness of the Divine Idol is zero (0) and mine 100%. Later, during the last eight days of the Deep Meditation Anushthan we both come to an equal - 50% 50% - state.

Now the problem which is created is that after transferring life-force into the Idol I have to return to my  body daily, and returning daily is very difficult, because the same state exists in both places, so I keep carrying out different kinds of experiments to return. Generally, I fix the subsequent Guru-karya - like this time I have fixed a shibir for Jain Munis on 5th March, a shibir for Doctors has been fixed in Rajkot, and I will increase programmes significantly. I have to explain all this to myself, that this is what I will do – and as all this cannot happen while sitting inside the Idol, hence it is necessary to come out of the Idol. Next, I do not just go and sit inside the Idol with my chitta, I sit along with this ‘pledge’ that whichever person comes with whatever desire should be fulfilled just by viewing (darshan of) the Idol, even if the pilgrim asks for ‘self-realisation’, even then he should obtain it. Next, when I sit inside the Idol and meditate, then that state of meditation is obtained by the Idol; and it is only because of that state, that the Idol obtains live energy. Thus, this is a very ‘risky’ job. There is no attraction to return to the body from the Idol, the ‘Idol’ becomes equal to the body; and if I do not return on any day, it will be considered to be ‘death’, hence after every Deep Meditation Anushthan I consider myself to be re-born. This is the experience one gets after being established in the Idol – assume that you have reached the high peak of ‘(Mount) Kailash’;   you have reached the peak after great effort, so you will have the desire to stay there only, you won’t feel like coming down at all. This is exactly what happens; there is absolutely no desire to come out of the Idol.

3.    NEGATIVE ENERGIES

The negative energies also always create such a bad state during the Deep Meditation Anushthan through the medium of sadhaks, so that I should not return to my body. The negative energies cannot ever come themselves; they will always come through the ‘medium of sadhaks’. They come every year, the sadhaks are different, but their ‘goal’ is the same.

This time too it has happened. This time the situation is more delicate, because the pledge for the Divine Idols is being completed; i.e. they are seeing that the pledge will no longer be a reason for coming out (of the Idol), what happens in the future is not in my hands, as it is, nothing has ever been in my hands. Whoever Paramatma makes His ‘medium’, he does not have anything to show that he has done it. I remember that my Gurudev used to say that my wife is ‘Divine Energy personified’. In life, whether there is work at home, work at school, work of the children, societal work, work of relatives, household work – at that time, my wife is always at the forefront. I have always stayed in the background. Today, there are lakhs (millions) of sadhaks, scores of Acharyas, a dozen Trustees; even then, today also , ‘Guruma’ has to make rounds of the police station, of the court to save the Ashram land, and even today she is at the ‘forefront’. I have always stayed in the background, and even today I am in the background, very safe.

During this Deep Meditation Anushthan, the feeling of surrender of sadhaks, their love for the Ashram has become very clear - they have no clue at all of what is happening. My Guru used to say that your wife is ‘Divine Energy personified’ – and today I am feeling that I am burning like an incense stick in front of her and you, and you obtain happiness from the fragrance of the energy (which is released) on my burning. ; The medium of Paramatma is never in the state to do anything physically; hence He does not have the opportunity to say that He has done it. You do not have any idea how profound the Deep Meditation Anushthan is; I have made it clear, so that at least during this Anushthan you should realise it. The Guru Energies are always with the Guru; obstacles may come, but they will come only through the medium of sadhaks. If you cannot obtain anything from here, then at least let others obtain something, what else, when the truth is that only ‘Guruma’ is capable of bringing me out. I felt that this eighth Deep Meditation Anushthan is like a ‘mirror’, in which I came to know what our state is and the kind of misuse we have made of such a pure Anushthan.

 The Guru Energies knew what was going to happen in the future, hence the Guru Energies announced their successor. Then a rumour was spread stating that they should not go for the ‘Mumbai Marathon’ as their (successors’) accident may take place. The other rumour which was spread was that participating in the Marathon is not ‘authorised’, whereas during the Kutch Chaitanya Mahotsav, the Trustee had himself called for the sadhaks’ participation; and all these things have been done by the negative energies through the medium of sadhaks. Now I do not want to take the name of the person who has done this as I do not want him to go into a feeling of guilt, but they should themselves introspect – if I can become a medium of the ‘negative energies’ even during the Anushthan, then what is the extent of my ‘faith’ and ‘surrender’ towards the Guru Energies!  I feel only ‘pity’ for your state. You show the people the colour of the clothes which you are wearing, and people see that colour too.

4.    EFFECT

Hence, whatever you think of yourself, the others think of you in the same manner. The ‘effect’ on the people you speak with, is the same as the state in which you go and speak to them. Ordinarily, when a person gives a speech he uses the energy of two chakras, they are the ‘Swadishthan’ (sacral) and ‘Vishuddhi’ (throat), i.e. he has a thought, thinks and then talks; and what does he think about – what had been written in which ‘book’ and what I had read – thus his attention (chitta) is on the book which he had read. And ordinarily the book is lifeless, it is not that the books are always lifeless (there are many books which have been written physically, but its original author is always different – a person writing such a book is always a medium; now the question is, who has the knowledge of these books and to what extent he has read them). Now if you place your chitta on lifeless books and speak – how will there be Divine Energy in our speech; this talk will be at the intellectual level and will also influence the listeners, but the listeners will not be able to understand it. In that case, what is the use of your speech – they will hear what you have said with  one ear and let it out of the other; and the more the quantum of ego of ‘I’ you have in your speech, that much lower will be its level. Hence, while giving a discourse I always steady my chitta on the ‘Lotus Feet of my Guru’, so naturally my chitta goes on to the ‘Sahastrar’ (crown).    By doing this, all the chakras open up and your state becomes like that of a pipe and we become ‘mediums’ of ‘universal consciousness’. Then the true knowledge which is within us starts flowing from within in the form of consciousness, and this consciousness also starts flowing through our ‘voice’. Next, we do not perform all this with our body and hence we can speak non-stop for three hours, without drinking water – this is because the body has no role whatsoever. Thus, one does not feel tired nor does one feel thirsty. Thinking, remembering what is written in a book – these physical activities also do not take place, hence, first meditate regularly and then talk.

5.    COLLECTIVITY OF LANGUAGE

Now we will talk about language – ‘Mai ek pavitra atma hoon, mai ek shuddha atma hoon’ (I am a pure Soul, I am a holy Soul) –I have been chanting this mantra in its original inner form since my birth, whereas I did not know Hindi during my childhood, and all this may be because of the influence of my previous birth.

It is also possible that this mantra may have originated in Sanskrit first and then come in Hindi, but I have been chanting it in Hindi since my childhood. Secondly, I never used to chant it verbally – the chant used to play continuously within me. Whenever you sit in my proximity and chant this while meditating, then this chant keeps continuing within you. You do not chant this verbally but its chant keeps continuing within you; similarly, this keeps continuing within me too. I have also experimented on this; you too experiment for yourself and see – this mantra is not as effective in any other language as it is in the Hindi language. When the thought about this reason came – it is because the mantra has obtained its collectivity in the Hindi language. The goal of this mantra is to always make us feel that we are a Soul.

6.    DIVINE ENERGY OF TRUTH

The strength of the Soul is dependent on purity. The foundation of a spiritual life itself has been placed on purity. We apply the meaning of purity only to the purity of our body - that we should bathe and perform religious ceremonies; but the meaning of purity is quite extensive - your thoughts should always be pure and your chitta too, should always remain pure. Any kind of thought which comes to mind (chitta) can mar its purity, i.e. you should be pure in thoughts and also in your mind (chitta). And I am a holy soul, here the meaning of the word holy, is related to ‘truth’. You are fully accepting that you are a Soul; that this is the only truth. Hence, whenever you speak the ‘truth’, the Divine Energy of truth flows through your speech. A kind of energy is created in the voice of those who always speak the ‘truth’, and then the Divine Energies make whatever has been said by them, to come true.

7.    AURA

Today the situation is not the same as in the past, science has progressed tremendously. When I used to speak about chakras and aura 25 years ago, the doctor sadhaks used to say, we are surgeons, we have seen every part of the body but we have never seen the ‘chakras’ inside the body. They cannot be seen because they are present in subtle form, but machines have also come through which the ‘aura’ can be seen. It is possible that in the future a machine may be invented by which you will be able to see the chakras.

Science has yet to reach many more spheres. Today or tomorrow it will progress – we can find references in our scriptures about the chakras within the body. Recently I had carried out an experiment – fill ‘rose water’ in a large utensil and place it in front of the photo of the subtle body; then bless the rose water by chanting the Guru Mantra thrice and praying, and then dip a small towel in the rose water and soak it completely, and then wipe your entire body with that rose water.   Then you will experience the ‘purity’ and ‘holiness’ of your aura. This experiment can easily be carried out where there is no facility for bathing. The bad effect of our surroundings and of bad energy always falls on our clothes.

Hence, whenever you feel tired, you have mental tension, if you have returned from a journey, if you have come from a crowded place and you come home and change your clothes, you will feel very good; because the effect of the surroundings falls on our clothes only. Secondly, in the morning we should always meditate while facing the rising sun, by doing this we also feel good and at the same time many sadhaks are meditating in collectivity. We also obtain the benefit of their collectivity and also at that time all the Divine Energies are on the ascendant; and for this reason we obtain assistance for the divine energy within us to ascend. Next, it has been observed that the percentage of Vitamin D is lesser in the vegetarians, and that Vitamin D deficiency can be rectified by sitting in the sunlight.


8.    FORM AND INNER FORM

Paramatma is formless, but the path to reach Him is in a tangible form. Even if the incense stick burns completely, its fragrance remains in the atmosphere for a considerable period of time.

In the same manner, Paramatma came to earth and also left. He came through different ‘mediums’, but no one could recognise Him during His life-time; He was not recognised because the form that the ‘medium’ had taken on became an obstacle to the ‘inner form’. The form is perishable, but the inner form is eternal. Even after the form has gone, its inner form always remains; and then only the inner form remains, so it can be easily recognised. The ‘medium’ is the form and the Divine Idols are the ‘inner form’. In future, the form will be no more, but the inner form will always be present through the Divine Idols; the work of the Guru Energies is being performed with an eye on the future. It is a law of physics that matter does not get destroyed - it only changes ‘form’, and this is similar. When the form is not there, then the form will become the inner form and perform the future Guru-karya, and this will continue till the 800 year pledge is fulfilled.

9.    SAMADHI

There are two ends to life – life and death – i.e. taking birth and dying. This is a rule of ‘nature’, and this rule is applicable uniformly to everyone. This very rule is also applicable to the ‘Satguru’. To go beyond the body during the life of the Satguru and then come back to the body, this process is a part of His ‘spiritual practice’. Every atom and particle of the body gets used to this process of leaving and re-entering the body. The body on which there is absolutely no control of the body and for years together the ‘Soul’ only has control, then every particle of this body is influenced by its will-power. Have you ever thought what could be the reason you feel good and happy when you go near a Samadhi? Because in that Samadhi a body which was connected to lakhs (millions) of souls during His life-time and lakhs (millions) of souls were connected to Him is kept there; for this reason a collective energy is connected with that body.

Now we will try to understand this subject in greater detail. The body is perishable – after keeping the body in the Samadhi the body must be melting and getting destroyed. That is correct – the body’s flesh and the body are destroyed after some time. But the ‘bones’ which are inside the body will always be present, and it is the effect of the Divine Energy from these ‘bones’ which can be experienced for years together, for several miles in the surrounding atmosphere. In my childhood, I had (heard) a story about  Shree Dadhichi Rishi (sage) out of whose ‘bones’ Lord Indra (leader of the Gods and the Lord of heaven in the Hindu religion, who wields a weapon known as the ‘Vajra’) had prepared the ‘Vajra’ (a lightening thunderbolt), and to make the ‘Vajra’ he had sacrificed his life. Meaning, those ‘bones’ had so much strength that they could kill the demons; and he could perform all this only because of his life-long penance; and with the ‘Vajra’ made of those bones he had killed the demons.

Thus it is known from ancient times, that based on how man has lived his life, the influence through the medium of it’s ‘bones’ is preserved after he is enshrined.

This is the reason why, when we go to Shree Ramana Maharishi’s Ashram in Arunachalam, we go into deep meditation; when we go near the Samadhi of Shree Saibaba in Shirdi we go into deep meditation; thus the collectivity which the Satguru had preserved during His life-time, the same Divine Energy of that collectivity is experienced near the ‘Samadhi’ of the ‘entombed Satguru’. Not just around the Samadhi, the Divine Energy from the Samadhi keeps flowing in the entire surrounding area. We do not know anything about the Divine Energy flowing from the ‘bones’ now, but this is an incident related to my spiritual practice. The mother of a baby elephant had died, and the baby after growing up would still go to the place where its mother’s bones were kept every year, by recognising its mother’s energy. This shows that elephants have knowledge of the energy emanating from bones.

The difference between an ordinary person and a Satguru is only of living – an ordinary person lives with his body and the ‘Satguru’ lives with His soul; and this is the difference which bestows uniqueness to the Satguru’s ‘Samadhi’; and that is the reason why a Satguru’s Samadhi is prepared, so that even after a Satguru is entombed, His collective Divine Energy is preserved. And He can continue to give guidance to many future generations who come in the proximity of that ‘Samadhi’, so that even an ordinary person will be able to experience peace and happiness. The Divine Energy flowing from the ‘Samadhi’ of Satgurus has been connected to the inner form of the Divine Idols. The energy of collectivity will be spread all over the world by making all these Divine Idols the mediums. A very big plan for the future has been prepared by the Guru Energies, and this subtle process will commence as soon as the medium gives up His body.

Recently I had gone on a trip to Sri Lanka. In Kandy city, there is a temple of a ‘tooth’ of Gautam Buddha. I visited that temple too, and I realised that the energy from that tooth can be experienced from a distance of several miles.

Similarly, in Kashmir there is holy place where a ‘holy (strand of) hair’ has been kept and that is why that place is named ‘Ekbaal Sahab’. Thus, whosoever is the medium of universal consciousness, very few people know them during their life-time, but after they give up their body – because of their tooth, hair, nail, and bones they keep influencing ordinary people with their Divine Energy. The maximum is from the ‘bones’, because later on a kind of magnetic element is created in these ‘bones’, and from all over the world people are attracted to this skeleton of bones and are pulled towards it, because there they obtain inner peace.

10.              DONATION WITH EGO

Now I will tell you the story of an egoistic sadhak. I keep saying again and again, that the good deeds performed with ego do lead us to the Satguru, but do not keep us near the Satguru. I am giving you this example so that you may always donate with your Soul and not with the ‘ego’ of your body, nor with any ‘expectation’. Donation should always be made for the ‘joy’ of the Soul.

Similarly, there was an old close sadhak of mine, Shri Bipinbhai Patel who had performed many good deeds in his past birth, but he had performed them with an ‘ego’ and this I had come to know from the outset. I had known him from the time of the ‘Amalsad’ shibir. He never got along with other sadhaks, and only I was close to him; and I also used to tell him that it is not a new thing if I get along with anybody, because I get along with everybody in this world. He had an office at Ashabaug (in Navsari), and the Trustees were carrying out the task of looking for a place for the Ashram; and many sadhaks were also doing (that work). I was at the house of a sadhak, named Ramesh Patel in London – at that time I got a phone call from him saying that I have found a place for an Ashram at ‘Dandi’, I wish to gift it to you on your birthday.

(He said) - Please do not inform anyone, I wish to astonish everyone by giving this land to you in front of everyone, and I said okay. At ‘Bhavnagar’ my birthday programme took place – here he gifted me the plots of land numbered 750 – 751 -752 – 753 – 754 in front of thousands of sadhaks. Later, I appointed him as the project leader and asked him to complete the formalities related to registration of the land and its conversion to N.A. (non-agricultural). Later on, he only was looking after the work. Under his supervision, the road from Dandi to the Ashram, the electricity line connected to all five parcels of land, building temporary huts - all the work used to be carried out under his guidance all the time. And it is my nature that if I trust someone, I trust him completely. I trusted him also completely and I used to go and visit the Ashram along with him only. No Trustee used to interfere in his work either, because he was Swamiji’s man.

I was the one who used to call him asking for information on the work entrusted to him. First of all, I personally do not own even a single (square) foot of land, so I did not have any experience about land. He was very knowledgeable about these matters, and the Trustees used to sign wherever he asked them to; they would make payments wherever he asked them to. This went on, but even after seven years the permission for N.A. did not come. Daily the number of sadhaks was increasing, and there was a need for new construction. In 2008, a shibir was held at Ajmer wherein Shri Deepak Sharma joined – he too had knowledge about such matters. I made him (Shri Deepak Sharma) join forces with him (Shri Bipinbhai), and also gave them three more sadhaks so that the formalities may be completed quickly. Later, he started talking of going to Canada, so I told him to hand over all the papers to the sadhaks. Prior to this he had registered plots 751 – 752 in his wife’s name and then had given it in the name of the Trust. But the remaining three parcels of land remained (to be transferred). Without giving the papers to anyone he went to Canada and later he returned and transferred plot number 750 in his wife’s name. And then he started saying - I will transfer it in the name of the Ashram today, I will transfer it tomorrow and he went on saying this, but he did not transfer that plot to the Ashram.

Later, he met me and told me that his feeling had changed and he did not want to give it, and later on he started asking for ten times its actual value (as payment). My state was as if I was sitting and relaxing at home, and then I had to leave for Mumbai and he came and said - come I will take you to Mumbai and instead he dropped me off in the jungles of Manor, saying that if you give me ten thousand rupees then I will take you to Mumbai. If he did not want to take me to Mumbai why did he come and pick me up from my house? And if he had not dropped me, somebody else would have done so. Thus, if he wanted to donate such a small parcel of land then we would not have taken a decision to build an Ashram. In this manner, he taught me a lesson and from this lesson I and my sadhaks learnt that no land should be taken in the form of donation from anyone. We should buy the land through collective efforts, and later on that is what we did.

This sadhak did not complete the NA formalities on time and so the Trust had to pay rupees one crore fifty lakhs as damages to the Government. He said that as he has donated the land to the Trust, he has placed the entire responsibility on the Trust saying that the Trust should take care of all the Government expenses in the future.

Now all these matters are being decided by the Court. He had prayed to the Court for an extension of the date from 16th January to 13th February. But before this, on 4th February he brought Government officials accompanied by police officers and with their assistance took forcible possession of plot number 750 and built his compound. Thus he kept the officials as well as the police officers in the dark about the pending court case, he hid this matter from everybody, and he is now also in contempt of the Court. Thus, man performs one wrong deed and then the negative energies make him do the subsequent wrong deeds. That is why, my Guru used to say, perform the first deed in your life, whatever it is, after thinking it through – this is an example of that.

11.              THE FUTURE OF DANDI

Due to global warming the sea levels are going to rise in future, and this Dandi Ashram and its surrounding areas will go under water.

Hence, to ensure that this would not happen, the Guru Energies wanted the medium’s ‘Samadhi’ to be built in Dandi so that this area would be safe from nature’s fury for at least 800 years. Secondly, if there was a live Samadhi in Dandi, then the entire area of South Gujarat would have come under the influence of the Samadhi and the youth in the entire area of South Gujarat would have got a new spiritual energy and inspiration. And a pure place would have been created in South Gujarat where people from all over the world would come to obtain inner knowledge and inner peace. Then today for people all over the world this Dandi Ashram would have been a place of faith, people from all over the world would have come and the commerce and trade in ‘Navsari’ would have increased. But now all this is not possible.

12.              LOSS OF SOUTH GUJARAT

Just the ego of one sadhak has poured cold water on the future plans of the Guru Energies, and now the ‘medium’s’ Samadhi will not be made on such a controversial piece of land, and the location for this Samadhi will shift to some other place.

Along with the Samadhi, the Old Age Home plan, plan for an Ayurvedic Hospital, Yoga Training Centre, Children’s Centre for inculcating Values – all these plans are being shifted to other Ashrams. Now the shape of this Ashram will remain as it is; now there is no need to purchase any additional land. Now the headquarters of Samarpan Meditation is being shifted from here, and this sadhak has no clue as to the huge loss which ‘Navsari’ and ‘South Gujarat area’ have incurred because of all this. A donation made with the ego is so destructive, hence I am telling you - never donate with your body, donate with your soul, and when you donate with your soul there is no need to exhibit it.

13.              DEMORALISATION BY THE EGO

This is a good example of the ego – of the quantum of demoralisation which the ego does to a person. Because of the ego, just see the number of sins committed by this sadhak of mine:
  1. The sin of breaking a Guru’s trust.
  2. The sin of grabbing land donated to a Brahmin, impiety.
  3. The sin of being the establishment’s project leader and in spite of that not completing the project.
  4. The sin of fooling the ‘police’ by not informing them of the ongoing Court case.
  5. The sin of giving wrong information to the Government officials.
  6. The sin of committing contempt of Court.

Now what should I do! If this was an article, then I could have returned it. But this is a piece of land, where the religious belief of thousands of sadhaks is connected. The Ashram has been developed with the money and efforts donated by thousands of sadhaks, and the interest of sadhaks is paramount for me. Now I pray to God to forgive this sadhak, because my sadhak is not doing this, his ‘ego’ is making him do it.

You can hate liquor but not the drunkard, hence the sadhak is separate and his ego is separate. It is necessary to consider these topics separately.

You only have to ensure that you do not allow your ego to have control over you like that sadhak. I used to consider this sadhak to be one of the four main pillars of Samarpan Meditation, but that pillar of mine has been destroyed by the termite-like ego.

Even today I only remember the good times spent with that sadhak - the trip to Makrana to purchase marble; in every programme this sadhak would look after the kitchen, he used to love cooking food and feeding people; and without being attracted to big ‘programmes’ he used to stay back in the kitchen. And when this sadhak was in the kitchen, I used to be free of the worry of the ‘meals’ and breakfast, administrative and other matters. This sadhak always used to ensure that there was a peaceful atmosphere around me, whether it was at Baba Dham or the Ashram.

Even now the main idea for the plan of purchasing land for Ashrams through the collective efforts of the sadhaks, of building a colony with the Ashram and Ashram along with the colony that is being considered, was first given to me by this sadhak. Today, the other Ashrams are being developed through the collective efforts of this plan.

I am telling you all this because this sadhak is not bad, the ego within him is bad. Save yourself from this ego and as it is said, isn’t it, that when the One above shuts one door, then He opens ten other doors. Very soon we will come to know which these ten doors are, and where they are situated. I used to feel obliged to that sadhak at that time, and I feel obliged even now – that he gave land for Guru-karya. But if his ego expects that all the sadhaks should be obliged to him then having this expectation itself is wrong. Let alone the ordinary sadhaks, no one even knows him now. At that time, the old sadhaks knew him; and now the number of sadhaks is in lakhs (millions), and they know only those whom they see in front of them. Now who will make him understand this point!

14.              NEW PLEDGE

Whatever God does, He does it for the best. My pledge of completing eight Divine Idols has been fulfilled – I always used to come out of the state of deep meditation (Samadhi) just to fulfill this pledge.

But this time there was no pledge left to be fulfilled which I needed to place before myself to come out of that state. This time I had thought of staying in the state of ‘deep meditation’ (Samadhi) during ‘Mahashivratri’ because all the work in my life had been completed; and hence I had named my successors, but it seems some work still remains to be done. One is to select a pure and holy place for the ‘Samadhi’ and the other is to pass on the message which was given to me by the Jain Gurus to give to the Jain Munis and Jain Sadhvis (lady hermits) – that work still remains. Now I take a pledge to complete all this work as my Jain Gurus in the Himalayas have obtained liberation and the Jain Munis and Jain Sadhvis in society desire to obtain liberation. And they are close to liberation, they can easily climb two steps – they are just two steps away.

I have been able to complete these eight Anushthans only with your help and for this I thank you from the bottom of my heart.

I am extremely thankful to you for showing your character by maintaining peace and goodwill in the face of very adverse circumstances. The support you have provided is very big – for the next 800 years the future generations will benefit by the support you have given. Today, I am distributing the reward (punya) of all these Anushthans amongst all of you, and I pray to God that you obtain the state of liberation in this birth, because you had taken birth for this purpose. Lots of Blessings to you all

                                                                                                                  Yours
                                                                                                                  Babaswami
27/02/2014   (Thursday)

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